it feels like yesterday I was born, I was in my mum's hugs. it feels like yesterday I went to a boarding school, I left Malaysia. it feels like yesterday, I met new friends and my relationship was stuffed up in the middle of the line. it feels like yesterday I was crying for a guy, for everything. When i looked back to my past, I have realized I wasted my time being a child. Not knowing what to do when I fell, not thinking what to say when I was hurt inside. All I know, it feels like yesterday I said "I dont want to go back to where I used to be, I dont want to hold back all my bitter memories. All I want is to live my life with love and care, to achieve my goals my dreams". Thanks to this lady named Iman Al- Haya for your notes. You opened my mind about miracles, about life about shit that happens for reasons. I am 16, small yet fragile. But I know, the younger I am and keen about Islam, the greater the good deeds I may receive in the HereAfter. Ya Allah, may you bless all my goodwills, may you guide me to the right path of your Deen. May the special one in my heart right now, is the one for me. I cant wait to be a real grown up, have my own job, my own family, my own money, for exact my own life Ya Allah. Nothing in my heart right now that matters, only You, my family girlfriends and him. Therefore I am begging please, dont get me to be one of the munafik. Amin :)